" ѕнιкιηzєє ♥ "

its a female

i'm SHIKIN.
15 JULY is my favourite day.
MR SUPERHUMAN is on the way.
and fcuk off to those who have NO interests in my heart!
& i'm

got it?

chatterbox

Sunday, September 28, 2008

i swear im gonna run away frm home .
shyts .

i love you la bf .
i reali do .
thks for bein reasonable & understanding .
u even wept my tears .
i cnt imagine how im suppose 2 live w/o you .
um ,yeh i promise i try my best 2 stay in contact w you .
& of cus .jus you .no other guys .
i promise .
bf ,dun werk so hard la k .
its veri though seh .
:]

2 gf murny & e tall guy .
go la .
haha!

sha, thks & im sorie if i trouble you .

labels & tag : i promise you ,i will styl love you .

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Lets101 - Online Dating

oh yeh , 1stly i wane wish my bf .
Happy 1 mth aniversary :]
eventhough dat day the was not perfect ol bcus of dat pukimak guy .
& i was damn frustrated we actuali fought thru misunderstanding .
yeh , i noe my fault not forgetting his too .
k i dowane talk abt dis .

but wutever it is i styl love hym okie .
we maybe fighting or wadsoever .
so what ? i do love hym .
& im bein honest ok bf .
so yeh ,we nid 2 talk 2day :]
ily .

um ,tinks between friends are sulking .
it shall be a secret la k . (names)
wutever it is , be who you are & shikin styl love you la gfs .
haas .btw ,been spending my time w shasha ,murny & cumin soon ain .
long lost founded fren! xD
so yeh ,we hell alot .
& we SMS says : "guys are lyk flying pigs !"
oh yes its true .
flying piggies ! :] ilysm la gfs .

wednesday 24 sep .
e yellow "couples" meet .
oh gudness ! (girl) was freaking damn nervous .
she's a darl la . haha ! & gf ,hes TALL.
hope you 2 cn get readi la k . :]

shasha ,urs is cumin soon !
NO BF= SABO LA BEB !

pig la dat pukimak guy ,hate hym alot sia .
go cn go & die la k .
cermin urself dulu f***
& for dat (put name)
thks alot for being thr for me .
but i dun need you actuali & i din mean anitink busted uh .
its just dat i realli nid my bf .

bf ,im sorry k dear .
ilysm :]
gfs ,i hope sun i cn make it ! :]

labels & tag : bf imy & gfs ,haf fun w you la!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Lets101 Quizzes - online fun quiz

Friday, September 19, 2008

oh ,panas la . :]
yeh ,go 2 sch .wake up late .den kelam kabot .rambot pon tk sikat !
haha ! so ,mmg shikin selekeh ok! kate bdk skola .haha . wutever .
best ~ ppd da low . bf ,i join u la. same2 ppd low .haha !
basically im bored !

Thursday, September 18, 2008

♥ now den i realise .

♥ yeh ,i now realise dat i wanted you .
so i gues dis song is fer you la bf .
haa! i curi dr adek sdare i .
:D

current music : "aisyah -melukut di tepi gantang"

lyrics :

Di malam yang sunyi

Dudukku termenung sorang diri
Di jendela sepi

Hingga dinihari
Ku menantikan kepulanganmu
Namun kata hanya sekadar
Tinggal kata-kata
Bagaikan melukut di tepi gantang
Begitulah aku
Di dalam hidupmu
Ada tiada tak memberi kesan
Hanya aku menanggung
Kerinduan

Dulu pernah kau katakan
Sayang
Ingin mendengarku berlagu riang
Menawar duka laraku
Lupakan saja..
Derita yang berlalu
Tapi mengapa dirimu,kasih
Ibarat lalang ditiup angin
Kasihmu diracun
oleh kata fitnah
penuh hina
Hingga kini kau biarkan saja..
Diriku menanggung sepi
Dengan irama dukaku
Yang tak bermakna
bagimu

yeh ,got dis frm afiq fazly :]
dis song gerek la seh .frm e drama "seputih qaseh ramadan"
but dis song holds alot of memories .
haish . gfs ,sorila .i cnt 4get hym la. :'(
its true . we brk up bcus i was fitnah by a gud fren of hym .
since den im styl waiting fer hym but wutever la .
he's att w my cuzin . -.-"
last long beb . :')

ok shikin stop crying la bdoh !
u haf bf kn ? so .4get hym la.
urgh ! :'(
pls, pls, pls . i hate you okeh syafiq ! hate u so much ! & i swear i'll nvr forgive you !
:'(

haiz ! stop la bdoh .

bf, pp8 low .den hu im gona kol at nite .
wth .
okeh . ive stop crying .
so lets start . hm ,yeh .
2day as e only one gud daughter in e werld .( chey ! )
i spring sprung e hse la ! ;D
eh ,heres e list : wash rotan chair [1 big ,2 small + meja] .
tikar -mat .
wash window & shoe rack .
5 fans in'cldg 2 big ones .
e moral of story is i do a guys job .
kn bagos tu :]
pity my daddy la . heh . ;D

so dats it ,im tired . ;D

labels & tag :i hope you change syed sufian ♥

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

yeahs ,just reach home from geylang :D
haha! pack lerhs .panas & stuffy .

um ,wad i notice is dat .
many couples & sweet la.
BUT ,"mens are getting shorter nowadays !"
hehe ,& i feel lyk so wad .
mcm galah ! haha !
wutever ~

bf ,you're shorter kn?
kn3?
haha ! :D

shikin lyks new food :D
namanya ,kebab !
haha! :]
hook-ed . heh =D
bf says : "b ,u tk bes2 dgn kebab u"
my says : "heh ,sdp oi ! :]''

oh yes , boys out thr , im blissfully taken =D
pls , pls , pls . dun ask my num lah .
its ,irritating!
gfs ,if u wan any of dem .tell me :]
i got lots .haha !

labels & tag : im blissfully his ♥

hope e last chance ive given you counts :]
lets make dis e last one . i swear i cnt hate you .
even hw much i hate you .but still i keep lovin you .

lets not quarrel & shed tears .
im lukin 4ward to 230908 .
i'll try 2 make it 4 you & meet you up syg .
:]

to e guys whom ive rejected .
im truly sorry . i din mean it .
i styl love my bf :]

kla ,gtg .
tata! :]

labels & tag : 6 more days :]

ohus ,random & taken ! :]
ahas . ♥ blue & hym .

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

7 more days styl counting .
had not reach but fought . i dun reali noe hu's fault .
but i gues since both commit ,both are wrg .
i din noe if i hurt his feeling anot but in any ways .im sorie . i din mean anitink actuali.

had a panda eyes . a tiff w mum & bf .
life sumtimes sux .wen in between u suffer a pain .
or wen u're sick & dis happens .
im serius shyt sick & tired of all dis .

dear bf ,
i tink we need 2 haf our own space & time for us 2 think back .
if anione decide 2 haf our own seperate ways .
and thinks dats e bestest way 4 us . im okeh .
jus a thought frm me .im reali dissapointed w you .
hope you realise dat .im willing 2 4gve you :]

labels & tag : imy bf .

Monday, September 15, 2008

im serious dead shit tired of dis !
pls la ,pls ,pls.

feel lyk shouting lyk an idiot girl .
wth . i hate dis man . & truly .
loving a person is hard 2 imagine .
admiring e person is damn f* dumb think !
oops .tk leh .tuuuttt !
urgh ,mans are always w werds w roses .
but also w torns & hurts .
hopes as high as mountains .
but wen dey pour ,its e same as volcano & its lava .
walauwei ! hate you !

labels & tag: dear mr a. pls dun do dat .

haish .feel kinda weird aft lukin at my far away cuzin .
wutever it is ,styl my cuzin .
cnt belif dat she & me share e same ex . e tall guy who once wept my tears .
he's my kinda dream guy .tall & hunky cn be called .but he busted me once n go 4 my cuzin .
wich i jus noe .haha !
so .let be it . i just MISS hym .not wanting hym .
haha .syed sufian . :]
a boy wich is 183m tall . oh i lyk tall guys . :D

XD
bf ,dun u tink else whr eh .
i do love you . :]
"i RATHER keep my r'ship as safe as i cn ,as loving as i cn .Than keep running towrds e love/guy ive been wanting .ending up w e hurt ive known yet styl hurting"

um ,yeh .maths ppr2 .
haa! 2 qns tk buat . so what !
otak blank oi .
gee .dumb2! :]

gfs.i miss u behbey .

labels & tag:♥ you one & only .

haas , feel happy today .

:]
bf made me happy . so happy sgt .
dat shall be it secret .
wah seh .3 days din talk to him atlast talk !
nyaha .
so ,now talking lah . :]
bf2 ,♥ hym dearly .

one thing i reali love hym is dat,
he's not jealous of me .
as in guy msg2 .
better den all my ex's .
dia ni tk kuat jealous ! :]
kewl kn . his principle is easy .
"klw u syg i ,you tk akan pergi kt laki laen"
:]

♥ nabilah & iman .
superb adek sedare . :]
love dem alot .

labels & tag :♥ bf .

Sunday, September 14, 2008

mummy nowadays are getting lazy seh .
haas ,serius .
she's being ridiculous sumtimes .
wutever la.

wah ,serius shyt .3 long nites din kol up my bf.
miss hym la seh . keke . :]
nsb baek he understnd me .

♥ hym more & more .

oh no .

gawd ! haish .
i & hym had e same BAD dream ever .
both on e same timing & day & SAME storyline .

haish .
all started lyk dis .
mine 1st .

so ,i was w a guy dat i noe.(name boy F)
den bf saw me .
we was actuali holding hands & F was merely hugging my back la.
den bf saw us & in my dreams i saw he is holding his hp but i just ignored .
den wen bf saw us he just walk away & shed a tear .
in my dreams ,i was lyk so jahat g2! gosh .

His 2nd .
so ,in his dreams he saw me & a guy holding hands & hugging .
den he msg me ask whr i am .
den i relpy i was at home .
den he ask me again hu is e guy bside me .
i scolded hym & din msg hym aft dat .
e next day i ask 4 a brk up .

so what now ?
my dreams came 1st & hys 2nd .
mcm continue e dream g2 la.
haish . & sumore its kinda same !
bf woke up n msg me asking me if i reali love hym .
den he told me wad he dreamt .

i hope it wont cum true la .
pls3 .

dear ALLAH ,
"pls bless my r'hip & his .i cnt bear to leave him"

dear bf ,
"pls dun you doubt my love"

labels & tag: ♥ you bf .

Saturday, September 13, 2008

was at photobucket & saw dis cute stuff :]
a lil girl cupcake saying to her lil bf .
"i love you darling!"

:]

Friday, September 12, 2008

my says:chem ppr 1 sux -totalli ! & maths ppr 2 -oh no ! XD

♥ hym as always . 230908 cpt la dtg :]
yeh ,aft ppr wen out w e bestest gf shasha .
oi , gf ,bile kocek mau full la dey ? gue mau shoppings !
haha , & e dumb ever big exam . go away lah ! cepat2 .
haha ! XD

hmm ,styl thinking wen to go out w murny .
planned on nex fri but dunnola.
nk give wad reason 2 my mum ey?
hehe . ;]

to dat boy i noe ,
um , i hope i dun fall for you cus ive made up my mind ( i hope!)
dat HE will always be w me & last forever .
atleast he's not a jerk eventhough his attitude (oh no)
we know each other qiute long & his long awaiting for me touched me .
so i reali2 hope dat we last long :]

to e other boy ,
im reali sorie cus i cnt repay ur deepness of love towards me .
u nvr fail to care & show dat u love me .
but im sorie , HE stole my heart way b4 u told me u love me .
sorie once agn ,

to e 3rd boy ,
i reali hate ur attitude .
such a flirt & you may continue ur dramas.
i dun fall for it .

to 4th boy ,
ur SP impressed me but im willing 2 wait 4 HIS one !
:]

all i gues ,i truly love hym lah .
reminder ey BF! u make me cry again .
dats it! haas .

future stuff to do !
1: update my almari ! (mcm zaman 80')
2: groom my room ! (hee)
3: oh yes ,styl loving you (of cus!)

labels & tag: ♥ my boo :]

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

currently : chatting w shasha & farhan .
haha ,gf ? die okeh tk ? haha .klw kau nk amek luh 8)

yehs ,i & hym sux .
& i was down 2 earth w sickness.
he too sick .
haish .but smlm i sad giler .w my sickness agy.
he MAYBE seems to not care abt me but DONO la.
i was reali sad yday mlm den i cry while tokin 2 gf murny .
tros tertido .
din noe if he msg me anot .
hmm ,ntah la.

prelim okeh2 lah .
eng: lttr 8) compo & ppr 2 shucks .
ss & physics: 8) but physics abit susa .
geog & chem: 8) chem sux .

dats it .

labels & tag : i hope i dun fall for you .

Sunday, September 7, 2008

8)
maaf mu diterima .
duno if ikhlas or tak but kite manusia .
sume uat salah .
if u're not ikhlas pon i nvr noe .
except ALLAH .
but i reali forgiven ya .

& hubby dis song for you !
:)

shasha gf , jgn meyampah okeh (:
♥ you hubby

oh exams ,pls2 .dun cum lar .
not prepared oi . XD

♥ dat guy so much (:

& yeh ,hell man you idiot cock-eyed jerk .
nyaha ,oh wutever dude .u're jus jealous cus im hapy w my guy now .
hello & xcuse me ,u are a JINX in GIRLS life .
wat the hell . nasib baik puase .
eh ,you ! get a life lah k .
dun bull-shitting ppl & talk back lah seh .
as if PPL dunnoe ur sytle .
haas ,cume PPL mls nk lyn .
& you so kedi lah .
& stupid lah kan .
e song "KIM FROM EMINEM"?
haas , actuali la kan . its you e "busted''
am bitch ? no way .. if im a bitch cum on . i can easily eat ur $$ & others .
gawd .u did sumtink wrg yet blame others .
sucks . curse me ? go on . .
as if u e god . fish ~
seriusly ,u r styl rubbing e matter ?
gahas ,only liars did dat .
XD
um ,kla .don wane tok much .
My BF mrh . (:
he say "biar org buat kite ,jgn kite buat org"
my reply "b ,org ni da melampau .msh saket hati la tu .die yg slh nk bbual mepek"
he say "dala,suda .sabar,kan puase"
my reply "i tk marah cume ,eh pls stop it lah"
he say "da suda ,u syg i kn ?"

oh ,u sucks .
♥ you syg .

labels & tag : promise wont talk animore abt dis (:

Saturday, September 6, 2008

♥♥ him lar .
now he reali prove me how deep he love me :)
syg u b .

um,so yah .noon went out w gf shasha .
suppose to meet eka but tk jd .org tertido ! haas .
we tok lyk hell . ooops ! terlupe lah kita puase .haha !
bought e same wallet . mine's pink ,her's black .
she abit pengotor ! haha .so she went 4 black ler .
we walk2 at talks abt everything .
♥ her lah .
& so yah ,wad usually girls do .
cuci mate la! haha .
it shall be a shh ~ 4 whom we see .
hehe .
kk ,stop it k shikin .
haha .
went 2 nenek hse 4 brk fast .
:)
but sumtink stupid i shall called happens .
mum sick again , but its idiculous lah .
ane de org solat dulu aru buke ?
aiyaa .
up 2 you lah k .
perot ku da berbunyi so MAKAN LAH .
ahahs .

hmm .it shall be today .

lables & tag: ♥ boify

can i ,can i ? XD

♥ adek & her act .

nyaha ,the video terbalek lar, sorie beb 8)

jump-jump *WINK*

nabilah ,nabilah . gaha !

iman , nabilah & adekku 8)

haas ♥

♥ kami adek beradik ! :)

Friday, September 5, 2008

my mr TP ♥

boy ,i dun noe wad u r trying 2 do .
toying my feeling is not a thing to do .
u may be honest but sumtimes it kills .
i dunnoe hu u r yet i had dis kind of feelink .
u may say one day we r thr but i dun tink so .
noeing u hafing a girl is hurting me though .
ur social life is diff frm me .
im stucked ; but you r free .
its not possible if we may be together .
cus i ♥ hym hoping we last forever .
i ask u to leave me & u refuse .
u say dat hu noes im urs .
boy ,stop making werds as ur tools .
cus i hate bein as a fool .
so i guess we r done over .
so that u can haf a girl dat is better .
thanks boyfriend (:

labels & tag :♥ / hate ?

sigh .monday my exam .pfft ~
no revision did .
quarrel w boify again .
don understand hym lar dey !
u see eh ,wen we 1st fall in love ,my msg inbox was all his .
den slowly emptied .fish ~
lyk as if im not important g2 .den i majok w hym .
he den say sorie .but ! ydae he did it agn .
grr ! sumore he go out oso nvr tell me .
alasan: "i kol hp u ,hp u ttp"
lyk wad kn .u cn leave a msg pe ?

sigh. mum getting bttr . 8)
meaning i cn go out & study .
shasha sorie gf ,been rejecting ur date .
haas .

labels & tag : you just don love me .

Thursday, September 4, 2008

he's reali irritating ! dunoe wad hes tinkin .
tgk lar ,ade bf pon mcm tkde .
urgh ~ tk kuase lah .

labels & tag: miss hym ♥

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

♥ my boify lots .
so here i am . thks 2 my dearest nurul .
she do dis for me lah .
haha !
everitinks fine for now . me & hym ok2 lah .
quarrel jgk . da adat kn ? :)
hope dat we last forever .

SPE2 is cumin but yet no revision .
tsk tsk .
holding a grt task as a "mum"
haish ,if u noe how is 2 be a mum .
it totali rocks ! but tired nk mampos oi .

oh yeah ,dis is a new blog .
new means .haha !
new blog ,new boify ,new life .
& just a reminder for those who wane ruin my life .
ALLAH is luking . & i dun wish 2 hate you .

labels & tag: ♥ my boify .