i'm sorry .
i didn't know that you're not use to the system.
but , for me its really different .
i felt insecure , being left out sometimes & then things gonna get negative.
& i started to have those negative thoughts .
i tried real hard & i do whatever things that keeps me busy .
i know & i understand . but somehow or rather .
i have feelings too . wanting to be loved & love sumone .
i guess this is just a beginning , there's more to come .
im sorry dear , really am .
don't worry , soon im going to get busy too .
& i guess more buzier than you .
cause i have to manage my time with studies , work & soon my madrasah (:
whatever it is , i know , deep inside .
we love each other . deeply (: