12 march come quick .
im freaking bored at home . & i wanne work . cepatan dong .
hahas . a friend of mine strike a lightning on top of my head &
made me realise how foolish am i .
sheesh , okay thats one big clap for her .

i don't want to brag about her r'ship but mine .
i finally see what am i doing since 10feb with him .
now i realised my mistake . sheesh .
nevermind , what is past is already past .
what i can see is the future now .

i promised that i won't be such a non-matured lady .
yeah , i know he's been busy & all & i just don't see how's busy he is .
instead i keep bugging him just to desire my attention .
hahaha , i guess im just being lame . but wait , the sitting at home part is making me this way .
so don't wronged me (: if i were to work or school i guess i won't be like that (:
& the trust2 is soo not my favourite .
well , i guess is not that i don't trust him BUT the way he show me like acuh tk acuh like that .
mcm , eh ppm tu kau peh pasal uh eh.

so tkkn nak always blame me right , both party is at fault .
if ur ego-ness control then you might say i salah la .
sheesh , & why the hack im writing this ?
but whatever it is . okay , ive realised & im so gonna CHANGE .
if i were to have a boyfriend , trust me . i won't be the same .
but show me that you ain't the same kind of guy whom i know .
if thats happen , ima show my true colour , chey , tu part bedek .

but one thing is , im sorry if im being so lame shitto .
ahaha , guess i just love you so much .
but now its over .
& hell yeah , my stupid ex is damn handsome sia .
hahah , syed sufian (:
my dream guy that has gone .
looking forward to a NEW me .
& so the shopping part with murny love .
thats all (: