finally if im not wrong .
its been 1 week plus since we've broke up .
but still eventhough ive said ive move on .
but truthfully i haven't .
i still kept waiting for your msg .
still thinking about what are you doing now .
how's ur practical going on .
have you eaten or not .
& many more .
eventhough i just get to know you . but what's your routine keep haunting me .
i miss the way u scold me & how miang you can be .
i miss the way u pujok me when im mad at you .
we have not been talking on the phone till late night bcus u're studying .
and when the time i waited for you to online .

i know you may say i am craping alot .
but i really miss you .
now , uve blocked me in your msn .
making me wondering whr have you been . and how are you doing .
why are u making me this way .
as simple u can say . kite tak ade jodoh .
tp KENAPE .
don bedek me alep , cus in every brk up thrs always a reason .
and on every faded love thrs always a reason too .
why are you torturing me .
what have i done to you till i deserve this ?
why you say im your love of your life but in the end u dump me .
why you put god as the blame .

yes , god did this .
TO MAKE US GROW STRONGER .
TO GUIDE US THROUGH & SHOW US WHAT IS LOVE IS .
but you don't see that .
you don't . you're blinded within urself .
you don't treasure what people have given to you .
& you don't treasure what GOD give you . me .
HE meet you and me .
for you to share your life with me .
but you throw me . out of your life .

i cnt write no more .

ya allah , aku memohon pada mu . tabahkan lah hatiku ya allah .
hapuskan lah orang-orang yang kejam . kuatkan lah semangat aku ya allah .
selamatkan lah aku dari mala petaka . demi mu ya allah , manusia yg kau cipta ini amat kejam .
aku mohon ya allah , tabahkan lah hatiku ya allah . amin ya rabbal a'lamin .