its been a day that you're leaving me .
can i just say its sucks ? there u go and have fun while im dead worried .
and at last i was scolded . okay fine (!)
i don't know what u guys are thinking . u say this and that but in the end .
goodness im working , if not i'll be dead at home .
thinking about all this shit , its sickening . totally .
life's been a drag one recently , so do my girlfriend .

how can i not say all guys are the same .
you don't even care about what i feel . and is it that difficult to text me . $0.05?
sheesh , not even a sorry . well dude , if you say im just like your ex .
maybe we are the same , but different motive . i care for you . but idk about her .
im really tired of this .
i got no time to think about this .
im down with fever , and my stomach hurts .
sheesh , ape nye tidak , whole day air con .
haix .
the one has left me for good . but still im stupidly waiting .
whatever la (!)

if there's a machine or magic that can make my brain to forget all this hurtful moments .
can i have one pls ? im in need of that .
atyra says ; [is it true that once that person find something much more worth it ,they will put aside their loved ones ?]
i bet this is true for him , who once said that im not important in his life . even a lil bit .

that's all , goodnight .
im quiting soon , smoke-free .