mornings (:

a new morning a new life .
sheesh . insyaallah . amin (:
i hope yesterday was the last time im going to cry for someone like him .
things were normal . NORMAL GF . normal relationships . everything is normal .
uh uh uh . he wants it this way . imma give him the way he wants (:
people say im being a possessive lover . a person who does'nt give her bf the freedom he wants .
hell yeah , what are they talking about .
a possessive lover ? dgn semangatnye i look up the kamus (:
& found out its true ! but NOT true cus i know myself . & for all the 35 ex's i have . NONE complain cus i didn"t do that .
of course ! i DID NOT do that . simple cus they give what i want & i give what they want .
amazingly , most gfs don't really give the permission for their bf to go club & stfs like that .
& gfs will kinda show the UN-happiness when the bf spend time mostly with their friends .
but SHIKIN is NOT that kind .
she plays with the rule ; kau nak buat ape kau punye suke but inform me ur whereabouts . aku trust kau jgn smp aku tangkap kau.
simple ? simple as 123 (:
hurhur . ;]

what people say is true . they DON'T prioritise their gf instead their career & their family .
yah , i should nod and agree with this statement . thinking in a kakak2 way . its true (:
we can't live with just love . we need money . we need to have savings . & marry
but from friendship we build to couples . is a big jump .
relationships is like something where we have to face many obtacles and strengthen ourselves .
then from there we learn the hard way . and results in positive way .
TOGETHER . we will succeed . heh . (sch's motto) *big smileeee*
we need both hands to clap . a good communications & the time to commit .
even though you don't have the time but atleast squeeze a tiny miny little time of yours to the person you love .
she ought to understand right ?
talk to her & tell her .
instead they rather spend their time sleeping & hack care about their gf . ugrh~
people have their limits . you can't push that limit to the max .
we have FEELINGS . idk about you la .

i just don't understand why in the 1st place people stead .
just to have that name ? or evny people ? or what ?
sheesh , telling them that i want you to my gf or vice versa is a BIG commitment .
like how u say , teacher i want to join dance . npcc . ncc . soccer . takraw . & etc .
if you don't commit urself , gahha , out YOU go . & teacher scream at their top .
its the same right , you want to commit . then show that u are COMMITTED .
yeah , i miss npcc . mr lim & my peers . (oi , ni tkde kne mengena (:)
different people different style .
but how big different is . it came out to be the same .
we build a relationship with someone we don't know , yet we love .
like what atyra says ; we are in a r'ship is because we care for each other . we love each other .
we support each other . & share the sweet moments together .
but what i face it a disaster .

should i continue ? nah , don't think so .
sheesh , when i read back . macam composition .
hehe , who knows i'll be a writer one day . (:
a counsellor ? a lecturer ?
haha , angan2 mau lebih .
life is like that , face it . go through it .
& you'll know it .
i don't pot this because im angry or what , i just wanna let all my feelings out .
& i hope that he realised . how much i yearn for him .
come on , im going to be 18 this yr , & he 20 .
think like a matured people do what a matured people do .
no time for main2 . be serious .
urgh ! whatever la . it shall be what it shall be .

hope you are serious about US .

okay la . gtg . nk go jemputan (:
looking foward for today's outing with gfs .
muahh .