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its a female

i'm SHIKIN.
15 JULY is my favourite day.
MR SUPERHUMAN is on the way.
and fcuk off to those who have NO interests in my heart!
& i'm

got it?

chatterbox

Saturday, May 30, 2009

slept abit late cus my cuz sya asked me to do her blog .
sheesh, lawa pulak die nye blog . hahas.
sya , sorry la kalau tk lawa (:

for today , im not going to work as i volunteer to this sundown marathon held at changi.
well this will be my last helping out oac cus im going to a BRIDGE LEADER.
yahoo ! (:
syuu , nana , mary , ira .
will be my companions. told cha , we cant be seperated . (:
kecohsss Z!
24-26 july . camp! (:
better then oac , nothing much to do just training and training ended up not going anywhere.
geee , i love my new cca . gonna stick to it.
so well , im still unprepared what to bring now.
boyfriend went home late ydae.
sheesh , gasak kau la nak. aku mls nk bising2.
syuk ! i miss you damn hell . (:

overnight eh , never done that before. huahua . (:
syuuuu ! what to bring seh sehh ..
oklar people , im off .

hate that i love you .
"sigh"

Thursday, May 28, 2009

like finally im done with my blog (:
im happy , if ure not then fcuk off .

still on a war with mum.
quiting sch is her choice.
damn, im doomed.

i freakingly hate her.
seriously, cn i just ran away from home.
i don't want to sit with my parents anymore.
i hate them !

fought with boyfriend again for some really idiot reason.
can't be bothered .
g mati la semue .

syuk, thnks for being thr .

my boyfriend, not showing off cus he got motor uhs.
but this is the only pic i have with him himself.
we've been fighting like nobody's bussiness.
until my gfs was lazy enuf to hear .
but then we still keep intact .
cus he said,
"hating you is what im doing cus you make me angry but leaving you is directly a NO"
vice versa.
well actually is true , i dont know why.
but kemungkinan besar (IDK)
this is real love .
(:
i love you boyfriend.
really do.

haha , its been centuries i have update my blog.
been busy with dancing and sch stuffs.
wth ? dance ? haah.
im lazy enuf to elaborate about what happen in my life this few days.
currently , im fighting with my parents .
my parents are fighting with each other.
its like unbearable cus , i just settle dwn myself with boyfriend about some stupid stuffs.
then another problems comes by.
i was damn sick ydae and i slept early.
boyfriend too .
then wen i woke up , my phone was gone .
wtf , my mum took it.

if i knew dis wud happen , i will stay awake i dun care im sick anot.
like cibai uhs.
den she crap about my dancing ol dis about boyfriend and my sch.
shockingly , she wants me to quit sch .
like wth she's doing?

baru habis gado dgn boyfriend she adds on to it.
if anyting were to happen between me n him.
mum ! u are to be blame.
i hate you . seriously speaking.
you said i make your life difficult , cus you made my life difficult too.
you compare me with those cus i have one sidedly.
fcuk you la.
don't let me be the worst girl youve ever known.
cus im still holding on & i still consider you as my mum.
im not being a disrespect daughter .
but you make me to be one.

fcuk my life.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

firstly congratulations to lulu.
for winning a medal. haha. (:

a funny fun friday.
as you can see this step hunky guy. hariz.
my lab partner & mr krusty crab. huahua.
it was track and field meet yesterday.
so syuu hariz ira lulu naufal iman took part.
and we support. (: heheh, sekejap jek.
then we headed to tamp mall to have our lunch there.
MACDONALDS .
then we follow ira to buy her speaker for our dance practice.
and the best part is this .
syahril SEND us to cck BY CAR !
wohooo.
6 ladies and 1 guy.
hawt hawt heat.
thanks syahril aka abang.
ahahaha, so u guys imagine how we behave in his car, squeezy and stuffs.
and i totally can't imagine how it was when we were to jalan raya .
puase blom dah nak raye. heheh.
-.-''
had our dance but more to lepak at this shelter in cck area.
fun ! it was raining and then we headed to fya house .
then headed home.
it was like 24hrs with my girlfriends.
and i don't really care about having a relationships anymore.
its a total sucks.

this was done on our long long long day.
tuesday blues (:
analytical practical. blablabla.

cool huh.
er, but i forget this process .
uhm, extraction using hexane if im not wrong.
heheh.

taught by mdm ruhaidah.
before that we try the stupid thing which help us to breathe non-toxic chemical in case of emergency. aperdah name die. -.-"

then we kacau2 budak A class.
and samaya(sam) confess that she like hariz's face and hair.
ahahahahah!

i love you all friends (:

i know its too late to post this celebration .
sorry . heheh .
firstly HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY myramary(:
a small cake hijau (: and a small present from us .
you're loved by us girl .

and i love dem alot .
JM0904B.

Friday, May 8, 2009

too tired to post .
goodnight .

Thursday, May 7, 2009

hello people (: im dead tired . mate da mcm steam kodok . seriously . but still online doing nothing . why the heck im wasting my time , tml sch starts at 10am ends at 1 (: btw , tml is my gf bufday . miramary . she's going to be sweet 17 tml. so girl, happy burfday . may all your wish cums true and all the best in your life . selamat dunie akhirat (: today for CARE lesson . all plus me except ira & mira cabot . actually not that qiute cabot its just that the the previous lecturer ask us to leave the class . so hell yeah (: so being a JIWE frens , we waited for them exactly 1hr at cafe 1 den to carpark den to main gate (: im blessed to have this kind of frens , idk why but its just that im blessed . (: nomatter is it a guy or the girl , both gerek ! (: i hope our frenship last long (:
for the time being im contacting with this guy name MUHAMMAD ERWIN SHAH EVAN DAWSON. he's a mixed blooded guy . so okla , im just NOT into the kind of desperate for boyfriends. cus im concentrating to my phase test which is coming in 5 weeks time .goodluck (:
besides , im really busy you see . heheh . mon-fri schling , sat-sun working. after sch is either i chill out with my gfs or even dance like an idiot teached by ira (TB). its just that , i love my new frens , they are A TOTAL DIFF from my frens last time. and i don't see why is it important to own a boyfriend at this stage of life where u can enjoy your time with your frens and enjoy your life with meaningful people. so PEOPLE ENJOY! ENJOY BEING SINGLE (: but still cant deny , every human being needs love and care from other people besides your family members kan .
like pepatah melayu say "BERKAWAN BIAR BERIBU , BERKASIH BIAR PADA YG SATU (:"

goodnight people. with love.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

2nd shoot .

1st shoot .

ni part cikgu nga explain bende .

budak merepek .

lulu step model .

ini entah -.-"

daya-k ft shikin .

yeah , thats mine ! and my stupid lab partner behind (:

the results of the dye .

hello ! (:

yeah , today we have a proper practical atlast .
but secondary school stuffs (:
but still i enjoyed it .
we ended class late today at 6pm.
like wth ! each of us muke satu2 penyek . haha .
im still having my stupid ulcer in my mouth .
oh yeah , ira got a new name !
IRA TOMBOY ! -by my ac prac female teacher .
huahuahua . (:
looking foward for tml dance .
adios.

Monday, May 4, 2009

okay , i make a short post since im down with fever .
work is stupidly sucky , im damn tired . ouh gosh .
how can i manage uh , sheesh .
today sch is fun as per normal but not as fun cus i cant join in the fun .
like wth ! (:
my tongue the below below got ULCER !
pariyah sehk . so i like one idiot girl who sits down diam2.

after sch went to wisma with ira n nana , find some bufday prezzie . (:
and im still puzzled what to buy for my mum for mothers day .
cus im working ! that sucks .
okay , ended up ira and nana spend more than me .
wohoo . (:
adios , im sleepy . bye .

Saturday, May 2, 2009

oh yeah , thats my stuffs !
wohooo !
okay i tell u briefly. (from left to right)
the pink slipper surfers paradise cost $9.90
the nike bag cost $79.90 - 50%
the blue adidas bag cost $59.00 - 50%
the black adidas bag cost $29.90 .

the one which i told you at my previous post .
the BLACK ADIDAS BAG!
when i saw it at the john little sale it was $63.90.
oh yay! i love it .
total spent $168.
that price including i blanje my adik an adidas bag for sch.
*good sister!*

cheap isn't it ? three + one bags at that price ? my goodness . (:

kan i say i will update (:
so here's my update , yesterday was damn fun for me uh (:
cus i SHOPPING ! specially with my mum dad n bro .
orang kaya baru la kata kan .
actually i plan to go out with ira and shop with her since she wanted to shop kan .
but ibu say ; "kau ni , kalau off kua dgn kwn , tk abes2 kwn . ibu pon nk kua . kua dgn kau (:"
alalalala , sedih mak aku satu ni , so kite kua la semalam (:

being a good mum she woke up early and read the newspaper and saw

BRANDED STUFFS SOLD AT 80% , ADIDAS , NIKE , LEE COOPER , PUMA , ETC .
APPARELS & MANY2 MORE . DO COME WHILE STOCK LAST .

then this part i hate. "nora !!!!!!!! bangon cepat ! jom kite g tmpt nik , msg bapak kau !"
okay mum , thanks btw (:
so without any delay , i woke up and was forced to cook nasi grg , *nasi goreng lagi!*
then makan ramai2 , mum's qoute for the day . "narikan labour day"
we went out atlast at 3pm (:
upon reaching , 1st thing i say . 'MAK KAU !'
of course luh , it was soooooo packed , ini la orang2 kanchong . including me (:
so without any delay , i search for this one bag which i really wanted .
i ter-pikat at it when there was a john little sale at expo , kate budak sch simei *wink*
i search and search , but i couldn't find it . my heart sank . *chey! ni da mcm compo!*
then i walked around still with my eyes big big open , and
ta-daaa ! ive found it , guess what it was the LAST piece ! (: so without any delay .
i grab it ! (:
i shop around and grab other two bags along and a pink sliper (:
so thats my story for labour day (PH)
after that we go makan at our fav place , teh tarik (:
actually after that we wanne go watch movie yg cite wolverine2 tuh .
but it was cancelled cus mum say its not worth it .
and yadayadayada , i spend my night with my love ; lappie (:

if i had a one wish , can i wish for more money ? (:

oh yeah , one real update (:
its really a longgggg timeeeeeee i didn't update .
1stly , you see my hair ? whoah . the colour come out this time worst then the 1st time (:
ini kalau kene tangkap dengan mr sim . mampos . gahaha .
but its freaking nice , yay . tkde kje nye budak kan . waste money go highlight den re-highlight rebond my fringe cut it (:
so yea , thats the story .
i love sch ! and i don't understand why people hate going to sch , and cabot-ting lectures and all . gerek what , if only you all out there get a company like mine and myself . consperm love sch(: okay , starting from this monday , lectures and practicals are getting serious . ive bought my labcoat , ehem2 . *winkz* cute kan if wear that enormous lab coat (:
lectures + prac + cca + working etc. by end of year if i don't lose weight, i'll rather jump down ! (:
seriously, with all these activities i'll soon tire down and lose appetite . cus im freaking tired . tml whick is today la kn ? i will be starting working as an weekender in the same place as before . mon-fri (sch) sat&sun (work) so i guess i shall be single for quite a lonnggggg time until ive found the right one . who can easily understands me and not like those PEOPLE who CUM & GO. that's life behbey . for now , i really miss faiz eventho he like *tut!* cus he's like 24/7 with me. nomatter whr i go he will be my side . but now his gone . just like that .finding someone like him is quite difficult cus no one can understand how crazy i can be , how stupid i can be and how mad i can be . hmm , nevermind . what goes around comes around . cn i continue tmorow ?

hey (:
erm , this picture eh . don't know when it was taken .
but i know it was a sunday (:
a last min plan uh .
so kita bedal nik pizza (:
cheap only . we spend around RM115 (:
then went around , *forget the place's name*
bought a cetak rompak ralph lauren perfume and headed home (:

yay (:

the pictures i owe (:
a lil brief , this was taken on 16/04/09.
which is on thursday kan ?
as usual , no practical . so we lepak at ira's house (:

mat bungee (: