it's been decades since i've updated .
so which one shall i start first ?

Family ;

wednesday was a hell night for me , i was caught smoking by ibu and was fucked upside down .
continued by abah and i regret .
totally , my freedom was pulled back my privacy and all including school.
but with much strength and patience i prayed to ALLAH and he answered .
alhamdulillah , syukur everything went back to normal .
i went to school as today was a last day for HN CHT. (:
i got a hug from my girlfriends.
i was nearly to tears cus i cant imagine life without education .
what if my husband were to left me hanging and i have to support myself or my kids?
now i realised how much education is important and being independent helps. (:
ibu nearly give up hope on me but somehow no matter what our loves can't be divided .
i need ibu's doa for my life and thereafter .

so with this lesson i learned enough .
im going to be 18 years old and i need to think .
enjoy is my another part but my other part is for my family needs and my future.
enough of my degil-ness & rebelious towards them .
insyaallah , i will change slowly starting with telling them the truth .
amin.