" ѕнιкιηzєє ♥ "

its a female

i'm SHIKIN.
15 JULY is my favourite day.
MR SUPERHUMAN is on the way.
and fcuk off to those who have NO interests in my heart!
& i'm

got it?

chatterbox

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

" if you can burn the butterfly , why not the heart ? "

i don't know why im having this kind of feeling which i hope it doesn't come true for like the umpteen times in my life and i hate it. its called the feeling of being loved and to love someone.
To that someone; i've been mirror-ing myself and i know who i am you life. yes its true we are not having that relationship or somewhat the status but somehow we knew that inside each other what we are feeling. so i ain't gonna like control who is your friends and all, i know u gave me that freedom and i ain't misusing it but i don't know about you , cus you seems to have more social life in and out and you are well known in everyplace you go, so that explains you have alot of friends. but im diff , yes you may say i have 38 including the stupid latest ex of mine . but like i say, i never taste a relationship which is longer than 4 mths. its just that im fcuking pissed off when i saw something which i shouldn't want to bother elaborate cus its a heartpain. its not weeks ago you say this but its 24++ hours ago . but you've proved me somehow wrong. maybe my thinking is wrong but im not a "metta student". or maybe she's a long lost friend of yours. whom you want to contact back but come on. its 4 hours ago while my prepaid is low. pffft, i need an explaination puh-lease. this is ain't getting in my head. nonsense. okay, i shall stop here before tears starts to roll. goodnight.

"you say you see the loyal in me but i saw your knife"

Monday, July 6, 2009

" i'm comfortable in your hugs "

hilarious , funny, fun and was nicely done. (: hahahaha, i met baby up after school today since yesterday meet up was cancelled due to some technical fault. haha. i effing miss him like hell , he and his crap jokes and he talks non stop like a chicken. ayam pon tau diam seh baby *evil laugh*

so as a promise he meet me at tampines mall and we've planned that we are going to watch this cute movie as he's the one who's going to treat me (: so we headed to the cinema and was *jaws dropping* soooooooooo many people. "oh yah, youth day (:" haha, so we queue and i told baby that when we've reached the inner part of the cinema the showtimes will indicate a red wording stating = selling fast, but he refused to believe me and so it came true. hahah. i got magic okay (:
so we bought a ticket of two seated at the side and off to makan , we actually decided to eat at LJS but it was packed of people so we headed to MAC , again. our fav eating place. hahaha. but again it was much more packed. haha, so we headed to TAMP 1 , but found no fast food restaurant and went back to TAMP MALL, so i change up cus its like irritating to see the UNIform, urgh~ . and we sat at mac, he ordered one mcspicy meal upsize and ice milo plus a large fries for me. so we sat and eat. kk, that part burok. within an hour after tawafing around and ate we finally went up and wait for show to begin. it was damn funny, you guys should watch it. *chefs recommendation* two thumbs up. haha. after the show, baby said that we are the only one who is noisy, hack care cus ive paid for the ticket, not me la to be exact, its him . so , haha hehe hoho we go. actually baby plans to go to town and survey what he's going to shop when he get his pay i said okay , but halfway through the mrt , i told him. im tired ... i don't know why. 1st day of school la katakan. so we headed straight home sweet home. this part was stupid, shall not post. bahahahaha, okay . baby went up my house and took his earpiece soft don't know what. macam pencuri siak baby aku ni. okay , thats for today. meeting him again tommorrow before he book in. i love you baby.

" having any doubts? "

Sunday, July 5, 2009

NBCB ! perangai YP maut ! dasar jantan sundal , eyhs pukimak , kau dengar sini eh. aku tak ade heran dgn kau peh ppm ah , pe kau peh maksod bukak cite lame sume sial ? kau dah sroh aku move on beh kau skg gini mcm dgn aku , konek kau tk dpt msok puki yana pe sial ? oh ah , pasal kau tk dpt aku kan , tu pasal kau ggt jari , jantan haram betol , eh aku bkn mcm yana ah eh.

" my tweeny sister "

first come first, since i was out in the afternoon with my family to this orang kahwin punya majlis, ive yet to wish my ibu A HAPPY 41'th BIRTHDAY . (da tua jugak mak aku ni). semoga ALLAH memanjangkan umur ibu dan dibanyakkan rezeki , sihat selalu dan selamat dunia dan akhirat , amin ya rabbal a'laamin .and since im here i want to wish my 'adik' A HAPPY 17'th BIRTHDAY. (muda lagi, budakkk lagi tuuu *wink*). semoga ALLAH memberkati hidupmu dan semoga kamu berjaya dgn segala yg kamu kecapi di dalam hidup , amin ya rabbal a'laamin.oh yes, did i mention my big brother syahril ? haha, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to you too.
whoah , july babies. haha, mine coming soon. my uncle on the 7th , aishah my cus on the 13th, me on the 15th, nenek on the 21th. oh myyy. (:

"julyy!!! legal soon . *evil laugh*"

ini aku tak ada kerja (:

"BREAKING THE NEWS TODAY"

SINGAPORE: Full—time National Serviceman Second Lieutenant (2LT) Nicholas Chan Wei Kit died in hospital on Friday after a Land Rover he was inspecting rolled backwards and hit him, pinning him under the vehicle.A statement from the Ministry of Defence says 2LT Chan, a Motor Transport Officer, was taking delivery of the SAF Land Rover in Seletar Camp at about 11.30am when the incident happened.

A recovery vehicle was activated half an hour later and managed to lift the Land Rover.

A medical team from the Seletar Medical Centre attempted to resuscitate 2LT Chan immediately. He was sent to Changi General Hospital where he was pronounced dead at 1.07pm.

Mindef and the SAF extend their deepest condolences to the family of the late 2LT Chan.

Mindef says it will assist the family in their time of grief. It is also investigating the incident.

— CNA/ir

"even accidents happened in NS, dear god pls save my rilfleman."

Saturday, July 4, 2009

" aww, he's back! "

saw that picture above, thats how im going to hug him when i meet him up. haha, finally my rifleman is back , and gerlfys says , siak ehk rifleman, gaji baik. ya ya! baik kebabai. you don't know how im gonna suffer being apart with him. pffft ~ he texted me at 9:57:16 pm. hahaha. okay now im like super duper happy , and guess what my lappie is also happy till it shut down like 4th time. maklum lah, da lama tak chat dengan baby kan, so dia macam excited gitu ler. pfft ~ aku campak pat laut baru tau . okay he's back till tues. he will book in on tues. and ive already expected so, cus he dah cakap. (: but its better cus we can keep in touch with each other. baby just told me that the gong-gong trip to brunei last for 3 weeks. baikkkkkkkkk , like 1 mth okay only its just 1 week less. okay , we got alot to catch up today night. and shoo my notes for awhile.

please note; and why when baby is back suddenly afai text me back and suddenly that junk called me up at 11:57:54pm. ini semue ape ?? cobaaaaaannnnnnnnnn. *fcuk!*

"baby i love you!"

Friday, July 3, 2009

" wait for our company to call you up "

okay outing with syuu was a short and hot day. thanks to mum who make me late and rush up things .and thanks to the technician who cut off all the electricity in my whole block.
so you can imagine how i bathe in coldness and dress up in hotness. haha, totally funny. and i manage to get ready with again my mum asking to buy some groceries and i collect my contact lenses in like 30 mins or so. whoa, like superwomen or what. i was rushing till i forget to bring my ite ezlink card and my make up case. ive never wear contact lenses before so you have to expect what does my eyes are doing and due to that first experience i had a headache. haha. gundu - sami . *evil laugh* the interview at giordano was a short one, finger crossed . hope i get the job (: baby will be back soon (:

Thursday, July 2, 2009

one funny video found in youtube, send by bff . (:

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

"the one you called friends will jump high with you"

truly speaking i miss my secondary friends, ; 2003-2008. the 1st time knowing them and getting them as my friends. and they call me their friends. those memories 5 years together.
the laugh we had , the tears we cry, the fight we battled , the problems we share. everything including shampoos in camp and kicking their ass when stars fall. the shoulders we lend all was a good times. people come and leave each other lives and we began to separate little by little. problems created by others makes we fade away, hating them not trusting them not talking to them, eventually we leave them. how i wish i can keep them as my friends without any grudges.
smooth fights and sweet memories. but we all are humans with mistakes surrounded. so with this i shall called friends that i missed with all my heart.

naming them , eka, eqa, murny,siti,syue,yana, & long lost friends lina.
,rushdy,syafiq,hafiz,aszim,acap,apit,syihab, shahrani .

a little note for you all, i freaking miss you all.

"use your eyes to see not the heart"

since im not going anywhere till mum decides where to go , i will be stuck again at home & the house chores . haha . had epok-epok sardine and otak-otak roll for my lunch . shucks , hahaha. nowonder i kept having stomach ache due to improper intake of food and the timing. okay, ni berbual da macam faham . anyhoos, im not meeting syuu since ibu wanted to go out. syuu, im sorry i had your notes stucked with me. ini la jiwe, so when i fail you fail too . hahah! oh my, im bad enough . so im not going to meet syah up too. i wonder how's baby at tekong. for sure he will eat like a monster but im pissed off cause he forever will never get fat whereas im getting fatter. his favourite quote, "unlike some people" . hahaha, shut up you . im effing miss you baby. i pray safe and sound there. be home quick darling. and please i want my atm card back . urgh~

; its always the beginning u will hate .

anyhoos, this movie was two thumbs up. baby and watch it at the same day with different companies. my family was with me & he was with his friends.
26/06/09. mine; 00:50 am , his; 11.50pm. haha, we both talking about the movie upon reaching home. and can like we watch it again ? haha. sotongs. and baby promised me to watch ice age 3 and eat ben's and jerry ice cream when he's back. haha. promise is a promise okays.

its a torture ; rifleman.

finally my blog is done . a big round of applause . *phew* it kinda took me less then a week to search and googled this skin up and all day and night long for the edits. my goodness. if there's a competition, for sure i win . *evil laugh* summaring up i still have yet to upload to holidays picture since the camera's not mine. hehe. and when im going to buy one? so the gossips about jaz "cinta yg tidak diundang dan terhalang" was a bullshit. he was "forced" to be this girl's boyfriend. oh fuck. i don't give it a damn , and don't tryna to act pathetic when with me and tell me ure taking back ur sweets, if u once say once a playa always a playa, now im saying once a drug addict always is. oh fuck, its over by the way. baby, i effing miss you . pfft~ why must he be a rifleman , citots* now he's at tekong , doing his don't know what, he told me but i forget. hee. he'll be back on sunday which means im left with 5 days . its a torture, him not msging me. can guys don't have NS? so my routine was to sit at home and slack. haha, my phone was silent too except for some buzz from aiz, jaz, afai & some girlfriends who texted me. so being a good girl to baby. i reply those he expected will text me when he's not around. *betol i tak menggatal* (: but baby, syah asked me out tomorrow which is today , teman him go to his bike shop and do something with his bike which he got last few days ago. and i told syuu , im meeting her tomorrow to give back her notes. so should i have a ride with or not. will baby be angry ? hmmm.
and now its like totally late, ive promised him not to sleep late. & gosh, i have yet to study for mt theory test . damn ~

one last word, baby be home quick. i miss you gila babi.