" ѕнιкιηzєє ♥ "

its a female

i'm SHIKIN.
15 JULY is my favourite day.
MR SUPERHUMAN is on the way.
and fcuk off to those who have NO interests in my heart!
& i'm

got it?

chatterbox

Monday, August 10, 2009

" im gonna be with you"

after about 3 mths going to 4 mths, finally you said that to me. all the sacrifices ive made you throw just like that? you ask me to leave you ? just because you think i deserve a better guy?
im really speechless . out of millions of guys ive rejected and wanting to be with you ended up you did this to me. in the midst of dealing with customer at work , tears was planted in topman fitting room, nobody knows how hard for me to fight my tears with my surroundings at work. between smiles and sorrows which is the one im putting on. i tried to cool down when on selling floor but behind the doors of the fitting room i cried like one foolish girl who've been a fool of love for long. it all started when he got into trouble with outsiders as a victim. and he already promise to fetch me from work but because of this cibai fucker MAT REPS! got my baby into trouble, i mean him. but something happened at work which makes all of us delayed till 11.30. and i was super mad and tired and i throw my tantrums to him which i know i shouldn't but i cant helped it. its not once or twice its like every week when he got the chance to book out.i seriously don't understand. why i was treated like this. why when he with the girl before me name cty, he's so different but when it came to me he changed. why did i do till i deserve this. thanks alot for my all honesty and patience. ended up with what im doing now; crying like hell. the time stated now , as a witness he have yet to text me since 07:17pm.
i don't know what the hell he's doing. as what he says. " yes, i know ive been an asshole,dats true bt i noe i wn 2 kip the words dt i gave eu the last tyme, i noe u wn me to be dt guy who eu adores,im cowie bout everytink.reali am. nw its eur decision if eu wan 2 cntinue 2gether,i feel eu deserve a bttr guy n treatment den me,its eur choice coz i do noe i wn eu." what are you tying to tell. pls, be a gentleman.

" can you cut off your ego? "