his name is yan, know him from msn quite a long time ago but just met and become friends. he really got that charm maybe pakai guna2 kots. but his the type who you couldn't see his true colours behind his flawless face. infact his moves were damn smooth with lies beneath his tongue. so here's the story goes . i contacted with him less than a week and we met one of the days. and he throws his sugar words at me but i did not pick it up. cus i know i had enough of sweet talkers in life. but one thing for sure, he's good when con on people. so being a SUPER generous person indeed i lend him 30bux total since he said that money is for makan. and little that i know he lied. and saturday i met jack and told him everything cus i was caught up between his dumb gf and his dad. and like finally i knew everything about why he cheated on me. but phew, jack was there with me and he hugged me while trying to cool me down neither he did scold me nor pester me. and being a good partner in life he help me settle this case and promised me that this thing will end soon. ive learned another mistake in life which actually happens twice in my life which i will always keep in mind. for yan's gf, i knew what happened to you but please think, ure not his slaved of love and for sex. he is not a responsible boyfriend for you babe, whatever it is ALLAH maha kaya ALLAH maha adil. insyaallah, die akan dapat balasannye. and for jack, im really relieved that you are there with me and i really hope we turns out well one day cus i know deep inside us is still a WE.

by dani, a random post. "i wish tuesday morning feels like honey on the pancakes."

here's another story which i encounter and still im afraid of, after meeting jack i was kind of disturbed my an african who try to talk to me in train after jack left in clementi, without any delay i sit on the priority seat and he joined. here's the convo.

him: hey, hello excuse me are you a chinese?
i turned.
me: oh no im not i'm a malay.
him: oh well u looked like a chinese seriously. are you mixed ?
me: no, im pure malay.
him: oh really thats cool, but you look like one, and anw, its difficult to find a singaporean to talk in the train. you're diff.
me: oh maybe. sporeans are weird i guess.
and he told me grandmother stories.
---shorcut---
him: anw my name is james, and if you dont mind cud i have ur num?
me: what for i dnt think you need that.
---pester-pester and all passengers looking at me---
me: fine, ********. bye.

went home and told jack about this and another fight goes on. omg ! ya allah, kau lindungi lah aku . amin .