yesterday for PM lesson i watched paranormal activity for the second time and it was the third time for syuu. i swear this was the most lame part cause it was far different from the part we watched at the movie. where the girl throw the guy at the camera. i swear it was trauma-listic. and again we lepak at cafe 1 had some toast and hot tea since the day was cold. after much talking and fun we headed home and jack called me up to meet me since he is also on his way back in other words book out from his camp. nervousness and all mixed feelings was what i felt but still i act normal. and when we reached my house we sat under the void deck and this is where we confessed everything. and yes, what that bitch told me was true. its was damn fucking true and i couln't held back my tears eventually it roll down my cheeks. i was trembling with the cold air passing by. but i know deep inside me im strong cause i have nothing to regret with. im ready to accept anything and yes, today is the end of our relationship. he finally asked for it and what crossed my mind was he asked that bitch a short meet up. omg. i just say this little phrase. " treasure the ones who treasures you cause when you lose that treasure you are a trash " and he kept silent. what more i could say. enough is enough. im strong and i think you don't deserve me. and u said that yourself. goodbye jack. forever.