its been quite a long period of time i last do my update , oh well i just want to take a break of this technology stuffs. count by fingers its been one month plus i left my blog dusty and rusty. so today before my sickness of laziness appear i rather do some back up stories about what's happening in my life.firstly, im still an ite student, *duhh* and still struggling in waking up early for school as early as 5.45am? met up with syuu and "booked" our seatings on the priorty seat and trained all the way to school. its been our routine to sleep and be inconsiderate. oh well, we need to sleep. this goes on from monday to friday. working still as a retail worker in topshop, and i swear it was damn tiring if you got my schedule including my school timetable. i wanted to ask for a time break but i in need of cash. enrolling soon and that cost 2k total. so im like thinking of changing to a new job. any recommendations anyone ? about my love life its like suddenly unusual not the kind of rainbows i can see instead grey skies. little that we know this couldn't go far then it really happens. trying to save but it just turns back to the same old ways. im really tired of this. i swear, im just PLAIN lazy to think about all this. if there's any chance that we could meet again i tell you please don't cause im tired. so thats my little update in my life.