two days straight back to work. both afternoon shift and i hated it of course. going back late and stuffs. before i forget. MERRY CHRISTMAS! hari raya tak cakap. *LOL* apit sounded me to be his girl yesterday and i was totally shocked and i guessed that he's joking but its not. he said. we get tha status first. after we met we talked okay. and i was uh okay. so now im not too sure about what's going on between me and him. whatever it is. he's still my babyboo. anyhoos, takling about babyboo, i fought with him unintentionally. i didn't mean to scold him or whatever. im pissed of by someone at work for forgetting my stomach is roaring saying that im hungry. i know its a stupid thing but what im pissed off again by babyboo is he said that he don't receive my text. im totally upset, tried to talked things out but he refused so i apologised with him and he stlll didn't respond. but yet i received a miss call from unknown. i bet its him. (: *CARI JUGAK YE* im supeeerr miss him right now. he's asleep i guess. im really confused right now, what he's doing is making me even confused. the way he talked and the way he convince things is super believable. and im being an ego part of me trying to see things just a normal one after being BUSTED by jack. i tried to believe him for once but i can see for now is none of what he said i believes. insyallah next saturday i be meeting him and catch a movie or so. he's busy with his work but other than that im not too sure. im just scared that he might do the things behind me like what jack did. urgh~ fuck. asshole jack, talking about him. met him at the mrt, bet he's from meeting that super bitch. BECAUSE OF KAU EH JACK, AKU SEKARANG SUSAH NAK PERCAYA ORANG. CIBAI ! PERANGAI SUNDAL ! KEPALE BUTO AH DENGAN KAU ! ok, stop it eh shikin. go with the flow rather than fight with the current. imissyoubabyboo.