its a female




i'm SHIKIN.
15 JULY is my favourite day.
MR SUPERHUMAN is on the way.
and fcuk off to those who have NO interests in my heart!
& i'm got it?

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Sunday, December 27, 2009
a walk with him.


" friends are forever, but family are eternity "

had a great day at work, but i miss bi juan and juliana and that twin of mine too, chevron. they going to quit soon but not sure for juliana, she having he vacation with her daddy at batam. lol. i fucking miss her lots. her qoute ~ "aku sepak muka kau 3 hari coma nanti !". mama is back from hospitalisation leave. oh i miss mama too. she and her fucking face and her korean songs. okay atleast there's no one brave enough to act one like a boss or in chinese "haolian". okay, i think so. main kentot je aku ni. as usual morning shift same shift with mama and afidah. today (26 dec 09) is wei choon last day of work. he resigned. nothing much about work jus a norma plain stuffs. no stock but i'll be dead for today prolly, tagging all the new upcoming sales item to selling floor. okay best. after work, unplanned case, met apit for the very first time in the history. met him at chinese garden because he was from his work meeting then to his aunty's house and met me and send me home. both of us like dumbass, especially me. dumb girl. we walked from chinese garden to my house. and you all can imagine how near is that. oops. i mean far. it was hell far, however we did have fun strolling and holding hands together. talking about stuffs between each other. he was taller then me and i love his nose (!) superb, he's the man i want in my life. insyaallah, amin. things started went wrong when my dad come to know about this but i love his reaction, readily to handle things like the way it should be as a man and he even apologised eventhough not his fault. but i tried not to getting him into trouble and i had a talk with my dad and mum. mum even saw him from the 15th floor of my unit to the pathway towards my house. as she was standing outside my house and watched me walk with him. however things were getting messed since im still young and mum say, she ain't ready to see me having a boyfriend while im still studying. i guess its true. oh well, mum instinct. but if apit is serious about me why not give it a try. we shall see how. goodnight. (:

" for the first time i saw my dream kind of man i always wanted "