go and find that someone who can swallow your attitude. i had enough of your nonsense seriously. a stupid basic courtesy can become a big fuss and fight. since the day i know you always make a big fuss out of it. firstly, not wanting a video call with you, you scolded me and said that u don't want to contact me anymore and next is i slept after school and stuffs not calling you, you even said the same thing. please. what you want actually? u want me to be with you 24hr always? i don't understand you. and u said i keep repeating my mistakes. but you? you are damn fucking perfect till you didn't see yourself in the mirror. what's the big deal if u have a car u have a bike. hey, im not the kind of bitch lah. i have my own too okay. even if it takes a longer time then you. and don't think that i have the same attitude as you IDIOT EX-GIRLFRIEND. the problems actually lies in you. you kept seeing the same girl as your ex in your eyes. u never really open your heart willingly and accept the fact that all girls are different. yes, they had the similar things but you must see inside her heart. is she being true to you? is her love true to you? you must must must open your eyes, throw your grudge that you have when you are with your ex or the past girls you've been with. i had my past too maybe not as bad as you but still that is my past. im looking for the future and im still being hurt but i accept with all my heart. i swallow every words every i actions i faced with strength. sometimes i want to give up too.but this is life my dear. people never die without lies and wrongdoings. people do come and go. people do leave you like nothing happens between you and her/him. but nomatter what this is life. and nomatter what and how hard is it. you have to face it. face it. leave you past. i beg you. leave your past. please. you will suffer if you never heed my advise. thank you friend.