Di Antara Cinta Dan Ego™
(Yeah) (Oh yeah)

Bukalah, Pintu hatimu
Biarlah, Cinta bersatu

Matamu, mataku, bertemu
Hatimu, hatiku, kan berpadu
Hanya kau ku punya takkan ku mencari gantimu ku sayang kamu

Mungkin ini, silap aku
Hati meluka kerana egoku

(Chorus)
Bukalah, Pintu hatimu
Ku tunggu kasihmu, biar cinta bersatu
Hatiku mencarimu
Kau lari berbatu-batu usahlah tinggalkan diriku

(yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Kaulah cintaku
Ku takkan lepaskan kamu

(Bridge)
Pernahku bertanya mungkin kau kan sudi
Memberi secebis hatimu lagi padaku
Namun kau menyepi, ku resah menanti (yeah)

(Chorus)
Bukalah, Pintu hatimu
Ku tunggu kasihmu, biar cinta bersatu
Hatiku mencarimu (mencarimu)
Kau lari berbatu-batu usahlah tinggalkan diriku
(Oo whoahh)


Bukalah, Pintu hatimu
Ku tunggu kasihmu, biar cinta bersatu
Hatiku (hatiku) mencarimu (mencarimu)
Kau lari berbatu-batu usahlah tinggalkan diriku

(Oo whoahh)
Bukalah, Pintu hatimu
Ku tunggu kasihmu, biar cinta bersatu (biar cinta bersatu)
Hatiku mencarimu
Kau lari berbatu-batu usahlah tinggalkan diriku

(Oooh yeah)
Kaulah cintaku

A.B.A. PLEASE OPEN YOUR HEART TO ME. PLEASE. tsktsk. IMISSYOU!

friday 19-march-2010.

swimming plan was cancelled, tsk! im having my monthly period. *tak perlu bilang* but, its sad. i wanted to swim badly eventhough i don't know how to swim. HAHAHAHHAH! instead, my cuzzys came to my house, we slacked and we talk about the funny moments in our life. after that, ate at my usual place, teh tarik (:

saturday 20-march-2010.

no plans were made actually, but i get to meet up someone and my dearest adik, syuhaidah. tsk. she went to cambodia and will be back on the 4th april. bought hariz birthday present. and soon that someone go off since he had made some plans with his friends. so i and syuu slacked at macd and we went seperated ways cus im going to my nenek house at eunos and she off to home. 3 injections. omg. slacked at nenek house and went home home after that. nothing much . nyets.

sunday 21-march-2010.

slept till late afternoons, still no plans going on, only some assumptions and plans made by my dad, which is to visit my another nenek house at redhill. tsk. its my dad's side. so yah, chalet to hariz birthday party was missed since nenek is sick. shop at sheng siong at ate at ABC don't know where coffeeshop. seriously, the nasi ayam penyet sambal is nice. *first time trying* hahaha. after that went to nenk house and slacked. ergh~ *sleepover at nenek house* (:

monday 22-march-2010.

woke up early in the morning as early as *thinking* 11am? geees, asked nana to accompany me to cairnhill community club for job screening held by NTUC WDS. i don't know what is that. so jolly well, i went to that place since ive already been registered. and it was boring~ - ______ -
however, we got free food. yummy, nasi lemak qiji. *slurp* finish up the food and create some stories and off to bugis. WINDOW SHOPPPINGGGGGG *no money lah* im aiming for that long dress. hahahaahaha. after much, head to bb and lepak with nazri and off to bbdc for my practical and someone there to pick me up. MR S. we slacked at jp and off to home.

tuesday 23-march-2010.

ahh.... nice weather to sleep BUT sadly, i have my practical at early as 09.50 am, tsk. nak tak nak kene bangun jugak. ergh~ supposedly today, i should have drive out of the circuit but i don't know lah, atleasr i learn new things which is supposed to be learn way before this review. okay, nvm. need a few more practice insyaallah, i'll be confident. ((: meeting MR S. again today. im thinking, bila ni nak tido rumah nenek. hahahahahahahaha!

ayah, i miss talking to you. could we reunite? i didn't know in his silence he stills care about me. if he doesn't, he don't even bother to keep my reef slipper which i wore today in the store. afraid that it might get stolen. tsk, thank you ayah. goodnight. and yes, went out with ibu and adik to ikea today and bought his stuffs. so get wet tommorow. im going swimming! (:

i was out with girlfriends on the 17th of march 2010. eventhough its not the destination we are going too actually but it turns out pretty well. everything was fine, even the weather. alhamdullilah. we are supposed to have fun at sentosa but ended up at ecp. lol. met them at eunos around 12pm, as usual im late. heh, and so HE followed and be the driver for the day. me: "you, i and empat org kwn i. muat ke?" him: "sumbat aje lah''. so he drived us to ecp with his cute car and soon we arrived. we pitched the tent and somehow remember my NPCC good times w sha n eka all. lol. what a great memories. after much, we sat and ate our lunch, i brought nasi goreng , iqa with her 'erra fazira hotdogs' and nuggets. su with the coke n 100plus drinks, nana with grapes and tidbits. lol. we talked, we laughed. after thinking enough, HE confrimed that HE wants to swim so i followed HIM to HIS house and waited while HE took HIS stuffs and drove back to ecp. so after that HE slept inside the tent while i and other play by the beach and took some pictures. after HE woke up, we get changed and off to the sea. isn't cute, HE wears pink and black shorts and same goes to me. lol. unfortunately, i didn't bring my inner wear but thanks to HIM i get all wet. tsk! haha. we sat and chat and play with the stupid sand. i swear HE was the first one to see me with my tudung and HE is the first one who sit with me by the sea. im happy to be with HIM even we are just friends. tsk. then, we decided to walk around and watch people skimmed and off to macd to buy my ice-cream (: HIS treat. lol. back to our area and get wash up. pack up our things and off to geylang teh tarik and we departed, cus HE had some karaoke-ing with his NS friends. so, since my parents were out to johor, i , nana and su slacked at geylang's macd and talk crap spending our own times together. reached home at 11.40 and off to sleep at 12.30 i guess? overall, its awesome and girlfriends. i love you so much. and to HIM. thank you too. shall meet you soon and don't forget your shorts is with me. hahahahaha.

11 march-12 march.

i spend these days sitting at home and sleep like a pig. *ahhhhh* nice feeling.

13 march.

went shopping with dearest iqa, and im sorry nana if ive hurt your feelings. everything was not planned nicely. vroom vroom heading to orchard to meet iqa and off to shopping. ended up with cashless since i bought two cool-shiet tops from bugis, slipper reef from citylink mall and one topman top for my brother. things were complicated between iqa and her boyfriend but i pray that everything is alright. could you asked fey to drive and not to drift. omg. we had our dinner opposite new hawa and then fey send us to lavender mrt station since he is going to work after that, so i trained home with syuu and her friend khai. my leg is aching from all the walking done. phew~ fey honda fit saves my leg for a second. lol.

14 march.

i have a sickness which is not curable. LAZINESS. so seriously i slept the whole day and waking up with back ache. ty bed. (: *wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu* nice weather.

15 march.

supposedly went out with this one guy but ibu ask me to follow her go to arab street buy some kain etc. so i bring my dearest iqa along. weather was not on my side so eventually it rain. i was shivering cold since half of my clothes was wet but that doesn't mean its also ruin my moot to shop *wink* dearest iqa tag along since she was looking for a lace kain to match with her lining for hari raya baju. she was wearing a tudung and that totallu suprised me. and she was suprised to cus, after much hassle i wear tundung too. *LOL* so it was a muslimah day indeed. im looking forward to go out with the shawl in my head. *new aim* shikin and iqa is wearing a tudung. OMG! *jaws dropped* but TAK SALAH KAN ? *smile* oh yes, ibu bought me a belt at ANGLIA . ty ibu! iloveyou. and head home via cab. home sweet home until something unpleasent occurs. ps, TY shasha dear.

supposedly we planned to go wild wild wet tommorow and sentosa on friday. but no full attendance. annoyed and pissed off by someone. serious shit. tommorow plan is cancelled friday not sure yet. okay. im pissed off. goodnight. ps; i need a job. please hire me. any retail jobs please.

jyeah, its weird though. i know i just post about being hurt by faizal and in confused state with taufiq but i learn that there are still good guys out there awaiting for their love one. i found one but im still with my decision. single for a year and no hopes in anything even how much sweet he is or caring he is. it doesn't make any changes in my life. unless it got something to do with my parents. i could make this as one of sweet moments in my life. stated in my heart. talking about this somebody, not mentioning his name yet but i get to know him through a friend of mine. both are cool dudes faithful and funny. but this particular guy which i mentioned is just a normal guy out there nothing special in him, his life was turned upside down and his heart was crashed into broken sharp pieces after his girlfriend which last for 6 years left him just like that. with no sign of text messages or any calls. which left him hanging and still waiting for her to appear. when he told me his stories, he nearly fell to tears but he's trying not to. he is still in love with her. for now, im the only girl who is contacting with him and he is trying to gain himself up and be happy, enjoy his life and keep up with his hobbies. he own a bike and a car all by himself. he's done with his "matrep" life as in clubbing and all. now his focus is to find a right girl in his life after being hurt deeply and to get a stable job. that's his aim. im proud of you my friend. yes, life must move on nomatter what. i know its pain but rest assure, GOD is fair to everyone. oh, talking about him. he is an awesome guy. (6march2010) 1st met under my void deck timecheck 10pm. he send me, my chocolate tronky bought at jusco. sanggup eh, dari tampines ke woodland ke clementi ke jurong back to woodland and ended up idk. lol. but its so sweet of him. i thought he was joking. but he's real. (8march2010) secondly, intention was to pick me up at school and catch a movie but time was not on our side since he was in the night shift so we supposed to go ecp but again its was blazing hot and ended up we went to IMM and sat at macd. so we chatted and get to know ourself better. on the way back rain starts to drizzle. and he stop , "you, are you okay? you nak jalan terus ke nak tunggu dulu? nnt tgn u sakit." *widesmile* so being a good girl, i told him to head straight home i don't want him to be late for work. so he zoom off fast. even a short meet up. its still a memorable moment. im missing you already. should go out soon. (:

oh yes, thursday and friday been a hectic day for me. NO SCHOOL ! (: jyeah, so thursday went to j.e library with syuu and yes! today. went out the whole day with ibu! not to ketoks ibu money or what but just want to spend time with her. ive resigned from topshop, i know its hard for me to survive with ONLY school money. however, its the QUALITY time with my parents are the most valuable thing that couldn't be bought with money. (: so as early as 7am i went out with her to send adik to school since he fractured his left hand. ouch. after that do some housework and stuffs before heads to geylang. bought her blouses and all the things. hahaha. then heads to esplanade with my mum. isn't that cool. walked with her throughout the journey cause adik got some competition going on ; his drama club. something cocked up and we didn't get to see him act. brought him along to marina square and bought my stuffs at topshop. and headed to marks and spencer and shop. hahahaha. i love those moments since the sun rise. i wished i had this moments all this while. im happy for since im not working. i make a choice and i love it. i need a break, spend more time with my family.splurge myself with happiness. i love myself. doesn't mean i have no boyfriend im dead. i still have my family. so that's the story for today.